[The way they touch, the way they signal each other that the other is still important no matter what makes Ignis feel a bit of hope. But despair too. Will he ever be able to stand by Noctis again? The thought makes his stomach drop, make him feel colder than it actually is. It makes him hesitate. Does he have any right to be in this bed with Noctis, despite how he feels for him?
But then Noctis pulls him on the bed and cracks a joke, followed by his desire. Ignis swallows the lump in his throat. When will be the time when they both realize how utterly useless he had become? No, no there won't be such a time... it can't be. He has to get his sight back...
Without a word Ignis toes off his shoes, and moves further the bed to pull Noctis in an embrace, like they did so many times before. The movements make him aware how his body is still hurt, how they would need much more time to recover than what's granted to them. Yet Ignis doesn't mind, they have to go on...]
Are you feeling better, Noct?
[He can't help to ask. He knows it's not a good question and there's just no right answer to it. Yet, Ignis asks. Maybe because he wants to hear Noctis' voice, he wants to feel his breathing against his chest as he lays there. He can't see Noctis, but he wants everything else he has to offer him.]
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But then Noctis pulls him on the bed and cracks a joke, followed by his desire. Ignis swallows the lump in his throat. When will be the time when they both realize how utterly useless he had become? No, no there won't be such a time... it can't be. He has to get his sight back...
Without a word Ignis toes off his shoes, and moves further the bed to pull Noctis in an embrace, like they did so many times before. The movements make him aware how his body is still hurt, how they would need much more time to recover than what's granted to them. Yet Ignis doesn't mind, they have to go on...]
Are you feeling better, Noct?
[He can't help to ask. He knows it's not a good question and there's just no right answer to it. Yet, Ignis asks. Maybe because he wants to hear Noctis' voice, he wants to feel his breathing against his chest as he lays there. He can't see Noctis, but he wants everything else he has to offer him.]