[ The excuses still don't make it better, as far as Noctis is concerned. How could the hell could they just leave him? Why weren't they together to start with? How did this even happen?
But Noctis doesn't have any room to talk. He left Ignis alone, too. He blew all his strength on a god and couldn't protect the people he cared about it for it. He was asleep when this happened to Ignis, and now, he was still sleeping right through it all, whatever Ignis needs, Noctis hasn't been there for him. Just one more reason for Ignis to hate him. And Prompto and Gladio have been picking up his slack up until now. He can't even stay angry at them. He's just mad at himself.
But where does that leave them? Ignis, who has to touch a wall to know he's not blocking the hallway? Noctis, who feels useless to help him, who can't even help himself? "Don't you worry," he says, like Noctis could ever stop. It's been days since he's seen Ignis before this. The only reason he even thought about leaving his room was to go find him, and now that he has... He's stuck wondering if maybe that was a bad idea. ]
Do you... want to be alone?
[ The others will be back soon. Ignis has the radio, at least, to feel like he's being productive, or whatever. Being around Noctis can only make him feel worse. He shouldn't have gone looking for Ignis at all. If Ignis doesn't want to be near him... Maybe that's better for him. ]
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Date: 2019-07-29 04:51 pm (UTC)But Noctis doesn't have any room to talk. He left Ignis alone, too. He blew all his strength on a god and couldn't protect the people he cared about it for it. He was asleep when this happened to Ignis, and now, he was still sleeping right through it all, whatever Ignis needs, Noctis hasn't been there for him. Just one more reason for Ignis to hate him. And Prompto and Gladio have been picking up his slack up until now. He can't even stay angry at them. He's just mad at himself.
But where does that leave them? Ignis, who has to touch a wall to know he's not blocking the hallway? Noctis, who feels useless to help him, who can't even help himself? "Don't you worry," he says, like Noctis could ever stop. It's been days since he's seen Ignis before this. The only reason he even thought about leaving his room was to go find him, and now that he has... He's stuck wondering if maybe that was a bad idea. ]
Do you... want to be alone?
[ The others will be back soon. Ignis has the radio, at least, to feel like he's being productive, or whatever. Being around Noctis can only make him feel worse. He shouldn't have gone looking for Ignis at all. If Ignis doesn't want to be near him... Maybe that's better for him. ]